FOB CREW BUS

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:05 am

"See, I'm not stupid yet," I grin at him. "Remember that time we went to Chicago to get Pete a Christmas present, and somehow, in that ten minute drive, your car broke down?"

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:09 am

"Yeah, I remember! I was so stupid."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:09 am

I nod. "It was fun, though." I grin at him.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:17 am

"Yeah, it was." I smiled.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:18 am

"Trying to find a way home..." I trail off, lacing my fingers with his. "We got so lost..."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:27 am

"I know.." I kissed her. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving. I'm sorry for letting you down."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:38 am

I narrow my eyes, looking at him with a serious face. I put my hand to the side of his face.
"You never let me down, Patrick! I was always so proud of you! Whenever I heard some kid talking about Fall Out Boy, I'd get this stupid smile on my face, because I knew that I'd known how special my boy was before anyone else had. You sang for me before you knew you sang good. I told you you sounded amazing, but you only sang for me. I always think of your voice as having been mine first," I smile at him.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:48 am

ooc: IT'S JUST SO PERFECTTTTT *le gross sobbing*
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I smiled back at her. "I don't sing that good. There are others here who are way better." I squeeze her hand. "And, I did let you down, You waited."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:53 am

"Listen to yourself! You have the most... I used to always feel better when you sang to me... When my dad called and demanded he be allowed to see me and my brothers again... We were, what, fifteen, right? You sang me to sleep that night, remember? Well it was the most comforting thing in the world to me. I always knew your voice was special, okay? I knew Pete through Brad, and I had him tell Pete to make you sing. Everything about you is perfect! I waited for something to get better, and it paid off! I have you now, and I'm fucking glad I do!" I blurt everything out all at once.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:03 am

I smile at her. "Thank you." I say, kissing her. "You know nothing about me is perfect. But. I'm glad to be yours."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:06 am

"Okay, I know you aren't perfect, because I've seen your shitty side, Patrick. But I'm okay with your shitty side, okay? I love every side of you, and do you know how many kids' lives you've saved with that voice of yours that you think isn't good enough?" I ask him.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:13 am

I shake my head. "None of it's me. I can't even sing distinctly." I give her a crooked smile. "I'm glad you love me anyway. I don't deserve your love."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:15 am

"You sing amazingly. You sound hot when you sing," I smirk a little. "And why don't you think you deserve me?" I ask.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:19 am

"You're so pretty and perfect, and I'm just this fat boy who can't even keep a promise."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:22 am

I laugh humorlessly. "I'm not pretty, I'm not perfect. I've never thought you were fat, Patrick, and I couldn't keep a promise either," I smile nervously at him. "You're perfect."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:33 am

"But i'm not, courtney!" I cry. "I failed you! You deserve so much better than me! I know you disagree, but it's true! I love you, you may love me, but you shouldn't! I basically gave you up for the fame! I can't forgive myself for that!"

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:37 am

"You didn't!" I argue. "You didn't fucking give me up!" I bite my lip. "You're the only friend I've ever had that made me happy! I'm always so much happier around you, Patrick! You were the only boy that wasn't scared of me, or mean to me! You always had my back, and protected me even when I was being a proud little bitch and thought I didn't need it. You're the only man I can even think of seeing myself with! I fucking love you, Patrick!"

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 11:54 am

I hugged her and kissed her. There was no one else I could see myself with, either, and I love her with all I have, but she was too good for me. She was any man's dream, and she decided to stay with me. It blew my mind.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 12:59 pm

ooc: i'm dying. god damn it, Patrick! SHE FUCKING LOVES YOU, OKAY?

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"I love you, okay? You need to get over that," I whisper into the fabric of his shirt.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:10 pm

I nod. "Okay. I love you, too. More than you can imagine."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:12 pm

I shake my head a little bit. "Even after all the hot girls you met while touring?" I laugh a little.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:42 pm

I smile. "Even after all of them."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 3:00 pm

"Even after..." I couldn't finish the sentence, so I moved my hand to my stomach area.

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 3:11 pm

I kiss her forehead. "Always."

Subject: Re: FOB CREW BUS Sat Nov 12, 2011 3:19 pm

I smile softly at him. "Good."